Another Stranger

is it me or am i just pretending of not knowing it at all?

well, i know one thing, and maybe i'm trying to recall

that i am just another stranger who pass by saying hello

then there comes a day where this stranger has to say goodbye

i've rose from my greatest fall

but still my life is rolling like a ball

am i just trying to run away from this shadow?

as far as i'm concern i've been living under the same old lies

you came into my life and lighten up my darkest days

you shine like the sun and comfort me like the breeze

you showed me how to survive every day

you put my soul alight

but somewhere in the corner of your mind

there's a change of heart

i'm still caught in questions

it bugged me all the time

i might pretend to not ever question it then

though how my heart needs to know the truth

but it's plain to see that i'm just another stranger who drops by

saying hello then goodbye

every day seems so different than the days i had before

still deep within me

i'm just a stranger in your own heart

It Flew By...

Another day spent...

hmm... I might say it's not such a bad day but it's kinda a bit dull and maybe boring

well.. boring is just another word for it, anyways, today, I think it's the 2nd day it rained.. oh gosh..

I can feel the season now.. woohoo.. hooray! LoL

And today, the folks just got into the studio, getting their bad ass and ready to kick some fine tune out there, heard it, it's good.. and up until now, they're still hanging out.. well, it's sort of a-long-time-no-see thing going on.. hahaha

Yet, it's still awkward for me.. since I deactivate my facebook thing, kinda miss it though.. hey, i'm going back anytime.. it's kinda boring as well, but I kinda feel a bit awkward of being a "7-eleven" a.k.a 24/7 on the line.. I annoyed my parents.. LoL

But what else I'm doing.. yup, I've been asked to find a job -I didn't go for it- reason, have no thoughts about it, what a thought, right? and then I'd go complaining, whatever-whatever

still I am spending my time surfing the net, looking for something new.. searching for new info..

YouTube.. download some few goodies oldies songs... etc-etc.. and yeah, i started to tweet! haha

well, maybe Twitter isn't as 'fun' as Facebook but still it's a whole new thing for me.. to me, it's nice as we are able to see or know what other people are doing... Honestly, Twitter got a whole bunch of superstars... LoL.. It's new to me and to everybody but once you're in, it's everything...

Can you believe it's already mid November??

A month before Christmas... yup, and then New Year again.. damn, how time flies...

the whole year, I mean this year, I can't say it's bad, I can't even say it's good but well.. it's spicy year I think..

Had the awkward October, yeah, it's definitely awkward, don't know why...

And, this year is just weird... Some superstars doesn't last long, R.I.P to them

A sad year for them...

Anyways, today is such a weird day... I mean, I don't even realise today's Saturday!

Oh God, am I just forgetting everything now?

Such a weak memory... I don't even remember the date!! all I know is that it's November!

Well, maybe it's a sign of telling me, go out and have a run for your life... LoL

and well, my lips are hurting.. and damn.. it does killing me..

Some things never change yet some things do change

And those things keep bothering my head...

It burden my heart as well

I wonder why..

Alright then... I think that's all for today, Bloggy!

>Fogive Me Twice<

"....How Things Have Changed.....121109"

Well, it's a very strange day for me..

I mean, days, I guess...

Been gone from a site, and I'm surfing the net looking for something new

And guess what, I did found a very few things and that gave an inspirations and everything

Also, I gained something from a know-nothing to a know-something even it's just for a little tiny things..

And today, say it's a 'whoa' day..

I woke up and got my neck aching.. damn.. I can't even turn to the left

Even worst *almost*, my mum asked me to drive her to work

One thing, I didn't tell anyone about it..

I'm trying to be cool, I'm trying to be fine here...

Truth is, I can't.. But still I'm trying though

As I was driving, I did look all around me..

How some things has changed over the past few years

I did notice almost like everything

Nowadays, there are no more kids running around with friends like it used to be

No more teenagers hanging around with their guitars and bicycles.. whatsoever

Hey, by the way, teenagers nowadays are more modern.. they are more up-to-date than the person writing this here...

Funny thing is, teenagers nowadays are very much different than the past few years

I have to admit, I am one of it but if you think about it, it's totally different

There are no more "us" thing if they work in a group.... trust me

Not many teenagers are like that nowadays

And then I noticed that all the old folks are now getting much older or should I say wiser

Well, time flew so fast ain't it?

How time has changed the people around

I can't even imagine myself now and then

I was just a little baby boy and now turning into a grown man

And I haven't still got anything! What the.. Oh well...

I ain't getting any if I don't start from the very beginning

Well, ok, anyways, moving on

Or else I'd be throwing off the same old thing over and over again

Yup, still am thinking about that f******* &%*#*#(@())!! thing.. LoL

If I think about it, I think we were all cheated by that thing...

Gosh, why on earth are they living like that??

I thought they were the best but then they turned it the other way

F**** it if they don't have anything else..

Gosh, sorry I'm being so rude here..

Anyways, anyways... Enough is enough now

I wonder if I can spend myself a little more time to myself before Christmas

Yeah, Christmas is just around the corner, ain't it?

And also I'm gonna buy "Where We Are" album... I just can't wait!! Huwaaa...

I may be will spending some time off then maybe a week before Christmas

Maybe earlier.. Depends though as a plan can change...

And I wonder also... hrrmm...

Well, I'll be back there.. I will.. and start over...

Ok.. maybe that's all.. I don't know what else..

Until then...

.::L.O.V.E::. [A Painted Feeling]

"Love is a painted feeling.."

Every missing pieces...

They say you should find these missing pieces to complete the picture

It's like you're playing a jigsaw puzzle

That's how we fell for one another

The feeling of loss felt deep inside

And long to find the other

It doesn't matter about the distance being too wide

Every lover would sacrifice their life to get over their loved one

And dare to take risks of life

And maybe that's why they call love is blind

And love knows no boundaries

And everyone who fell for love would be such a fool

It made everything right in their own world

Sometimes it drove you crazy and carried away

And sometimes love knows no limitations

Some would ask why they feel such a strong feeling deep inside

And wonder why it appears in all of a sudden

It turns a grey little world to a colourful little world

It turns every sadness to laughter

And they'd feel it'd grew so strong

They even know when you're losing it all

But love isn't all about the laughter

Sometimes it leads you to your own nightmare

Love can bring you death

And all the sorrows take over when you're losing them all

Like what the folks said, you can't always have good things in life

Face it, love isn't a pure beautiful

Love has its dark side too

Love is still a mystery

It bring you all you want but expect the unexpected from it too

But love has always been part of life

Which we can't define it

Love is universal, we might have a different view about it

Love is white, love is black, love is blue.. Love is just everything

From the joy to sadness

You can't say you don't have love for living

'Cause love is within us from the moment we were born...

Last Flight Out

I'm so scared that you will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain I've hid will show

I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop

[c h o r u s]
I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out

I'm afraid that
You will leave
As my secrets
Have been revealed
In my dreams
You'll always stay
Every breathing moment from now

I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop

[c h o r u s]
I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out

I cannot hold back
The truth no more
I let you wait too long
Although it's hard and scares me so
A life without you scares me more

[c h o r u s]

I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out