Song of Your Heart

I heard you crying,
I heard you, I heard you
I feel you're bleeding
It can't stop, it can't stop
I wish I was there with you now

Why don't you just close your eyes,
And we'll meet in your dreams
I'll wash away all the lies
Though how impossible it may seem
I want to read your heart

But I heard your heart singing a song
A song which you wrote when you're alone
And it's longing for the pain to go away
Well, I don't know much about healing, girl
But would you let me be the one to make you happy?

I can't read your eyes nor your heart
But I do know now that I can't leave someone who's in need
I promise you this with all that I am
That I will be there by your side forever and for always

And then I will sing the song of your heart
And that I will wash and erase all your pain away
We'll build a whole new start
And you will listen to my heart saying
I love you that much

It isn't hard to see what I really feel
'Cause I'm here for you and it's for real
Just put your hand upon my heart

Father and Son

It's not time to make a change
Just relax, take it easy
You're still young, that's your fault
There's so much you have to know
Find a girl, settle down
If you want, you can marry
Look at me, I am old
But I'm happy
I was once like you are now
And I know that it's not easy
To be calm, when you've found
Something going on
Take your time, think a lot
Think of everthing you've got
For you will still be here tomorrow
But your dreams may not...

How can I try to explain?
When I do, he turns away again
And it's always been the same
Same old story
From the moment I could talk
"I was ordered to listen"
Now there's a way, and I know
That I have to go away
I know, I have to go...

It's not time to make a change
Just sit down
and take it slowly
You're still young, that's your fault
There's so much you have to go through
Find a girl, settle down
If you want, you can marry
Look at me, I am old
But I'm happy

All the times, that I've cried
Keeping all the things I knew inside
And it's hard
But it's harder to ignore it

If they were right, I'd agree
But it's them they know, not me
Now there's a way
And I know that I have to go away
I know, I have to go.




A nice song to sing...
I like it...

One Last Song

Take my hand, touch my face
Let me feel your embrace
Let me see in your eyes
That you won’t say goodbye
Just tell me how you feel
I don’t know what you’re thinking anymore

And if you need me, you’d kiss me
Then tell me how you feel
And if you want me, you’d show me
That your love is for real
And if you love me
You’d hold me in your arms where I belong
So while I’m feeling strong
I sing you one last song

Let me ask time has passed
Do you feel this could last
If you don’t, why then stay
Take your wings, fly away
I love you way too much
To wanna be the one who brings you down

And if you need me, you’d kiss me
Then tell me how you feel
And if you want me, you’d show me
That your love is for real
And if you love me
You’d hold me in your arms where I belong
So while I’m feeling strong
I sing you one last song

One last song I sing for you
Like I always did
This time it’s for real
I never come to you like this
Expecting you to turn my kiss
Oh no no no no no

And if you need me, you’d kiss me
Then tell me how you feel
And if you want me, you’d show me
That your love is for real
And if you love me
You’d hold me in your arms where I belong
So while I’m feeling strong
I sing you one last song
Oh yeah
I sing you one last song
I sing you one last song

ONE LAST SONG

Sorry

Sorry,
A word that is hard say when you did something wrong
And this is what I should tell you now
I'm sorry that I've fallen for you
I never meant to have such a great fall
I don't understand my heart,
There are no words that can describe it
Since I'm not so good with words

Forgive me,
For I have done wrong to you
Lately, I'm not myself and I'm dying to know why
If God can speak through my heart then I'd listen
They say praying and hoping aren't enough
You must have effort to have what you really want
I don't know, I'm not sure
It's just that I'm too afraid to lose
And I'm too shy to ask
Afraid that I might have the same story as before

Sorry,
I didn't mean to start it
But please don't tell me it's too late
Please don't tell me there's no space for me there either
I'm confused, so confused
No words can picture how I feel right now
Just hoping you'd understand

I'd stop if you want me to, sorry

Gift

A lovely angel,
Who stays up late at night
Always bring a cheerful thought to a blind man
Giving all the spirit that she can
To enlighten the soul of the blind

A lovely angel,
Who smiles through her eyes
Can heal a thousands of helpless soul
Giving all the hope she can
To give them a peace of mind

Lovely angel in disguise,
You were sent from heaven
To light up the dark, to enlighten the souls who suffer
You're the gift from God
Yes, you're definitely an angel

Lovely angel,
Your touch heals the wound
Your smile heals the pain
Your eyes shine like the sun
You are a gift and you should know it by now
That you are an angel

Helpless Poet

My heart is bleeding,
My mind is hurting
Thinking of you, thinking of you

My heart is aching,
My mind is blocking
She's all I had in mind, she's all I had in mind

If she can hear my helpless thoughts,
If she can reach my careless heart
Then she would know what I really feel

Wish I can tell you just how I need you
Just how helpless I'd become since I know you
But why do we have to be apart?
Why do we have to risk this heart?
Oh girl, look at this helpless poet
He's nothing, nothing without you

Don't ask me how did I fell in love with her
A foolish heart fell for the last time
Hoping this heart is cared and loved until forever

She's the wonder, she's the dream
I can't hold much longer
But she's so far away, wish I can reach her

Wish I can tell you just how I need you
Just how helpless I'd become since I know you
But why do we have to be apart?
Why do we have to risk this heart?
Oh girl, look at this helpless poet
He's nothing, nothing without you

All the time I spent with you,
You didn't notice that this fool fell for you
I can't help myself but I'm afraid that you'd go away
Like any other girls I knew
I don't know who you are, but I know this much is true...

Hey! Hey! Hey!


I am confused, confused of everything
I don't know until when will this confuse thing will last
I'm worried about myself
About my studies, my life, everything

It's like it's been almost 5 months now that I spent -and wasted- my whole time at home for nothing!
It's almost like I'm waiting for sun to come down
Truth is, I've had enough of waiting
I know I should go and find a job while waiting for this so-called result to come out but I refused to
I don't have thoughts of getting a job right now
All I had in mind is to continue my study and to make myself better in knowledge'
It's not that I'm not worried but money can wait, I don't chase for it

I am gonna start to write this over and over again 'cause I'm just frustrated about this stuff
I should've done any better before this but I didn't
And one thing that I regret the most is I listened to my father,
Don't get me wrong, it happened just after I got my SPM result in 2006 and I got an offer somewhere from a college in Labuan, I'm so excited, you know what, they offered me tourism!
I did receive a letter and I can't picture just how I'm feeling that day, I did told my father about it but then well, he wanted to let me but he changed his mind and stupid me, I listened!!

I've slipped two chances to fulfill my study, both in tourism and hotel management
Well, the thing was both were listed as "college" and my father wants me to go to a "university"
To me, I don't care which one to go as long as I can complete my study
But I had to gave it up, let's just say, my father worried about me
I know, honestly, I never been away from my family but I can't be a baby boy forever, right?

Why tourism/hotel management?
I don't know why, it just came to me
I love to travel and explore the world, it's beautiful
Well, my father wanted me to take business course
My mother wanted me to be a doctor or something like that
Hey, I know what I want and it's not I don't want to follow what they ask me to but I should be honest to my dreams
And one more thing, they also did asked me to take music lesson and guess what?
It's actually one of my biggest secret but I didn't go for it because I don't have the talent
I can't even play guitar, and I'm not good in reading the notes
But I really wanted to take music -someday-
If I had a chance, I'd like to take guitar and maybe piano, how about harmonica?

I have my dreams and I wanted to achieve it with pride
But I won't celebrate it by myself, the success that someday I'll achieve is for my family and even my friends
I know I never tell this to my family and friends that how much thankful and grateful I am to have them in my life, especially for their supports, the fun, everything
I wish I can turn back the time and have it all with a blast!

Well, I just wish I have a flying colour results
And hopefully to continue my study with joy!!
That's all for now, Mr. Bloggy...

Confused~

You are the reason for me to wake up early in the morning
You are the reason for me to smile every morning
And I am sure that you're an angel sent from above
Now there's no denying that I'm in love

Love of my life,
Can't you see it in my eyes
Love of my life,
You washed away all the lies

How I wish you are feeling the same as I do...

If words are like these hands that can touch,
Then I wish my words can touch your heart
You are the rhythm, you are the tune
And I am the beat and I am the words
It's like a perfect love song
Oh, we can be together like this
We're the love song of our lives

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Well, I don't know if what I'm feeling is right or wrong
It's like I fell for a girl and again too shy to say it
Maybe it's because we haven't met face to face yet
Maybe it's because I've had enough of starting a relationship via this so called technology
I need a change for this new relationship (if there's any chances for me, that is)

Lately, I'm not being myself -at all-
I don't know how long I can hold this...